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Saturday, May 30, 2009

wow wasn't today a shit day indeed.

at the moment my life just seems to consist of softball and studying, so if i screw up either of them i'm a dead duck.

or worse than a dead duck, a dead chicken as coach robert said ytd.

ytd...my shoulder's alot worse than i thought. really impeding my movement and it's so obvious that even eng hock could tell. i guess that should be expected since he's the coach anyway, but i don't want to look like a noob. thought i was doing okay when i threw a runner out at third when he took a lead off a wild pitch, but then i conspired to overthrow at second from less than 60 feet, sending jeeboon home and my outfield chasing an obviously lost cause.

didn't help by grounding out to shortstop with my only hit of the game. got walked two out of three at-bats.

i really want to make the team to johor please please please...

and i really dont want to screw up my ct2's. i dunno if i should just give up on h3...i missed so many lessons it's getting quite hard to catch up and prepare for the test WHICH IS IN LESS THAN A WEEK'S TIME. i already decided to totally not study mass spec and emr so that's two topics down. the rest should be just hardcore memory work but i'm afraid it might dilute whatever else i study for h2.

omg why is my life so fucked up...

and i still dunno how to lock my blog.

please stop coming to read this if you don't like to read about my life. i need somewhere to rant and i'm just going to tire myself out by keeping a diary instead.

slau updated @ 11:50 PM

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