Well of Illusions!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

aiyah freak promos coming already! zomggg T_T

spent the sept hols er. going back to school. to study >< haha yeah what kind of holidays are those? sucked luh really.

but soccer was king haha, kinda got addicted after playing about two hours? half of which was in the rain on tuesday. then went mad and played again on thursday morning. but after that i wasn't really in the mood to study after that, and ended up playing amphi soccer at like 4 again. ahaha so unproductive ><

and something damn funny happened...i was running and kinda slammed the ball into the dustbin, and it fell over and made this damn loud sound. like falling dustbins should. and i was like yea yea yea! cos i was obviously damn happy. knocking dustbins over make me damn happy i'm serious.

and just at that moment the principal has to go and walk past. with a host of foreign visitors behind her. and she raised her hand to me. does that mean er. hi? or...stop making that abysmal noise you! i think it was more of the latter :/ poor me...

haha and yesterday was seriously the most mood-swingy day of my life. after my dental appointment things just went up up and up somemore from there and i was seriously on cloud nine and probably ten if there ever was such a saying as being on cloud ten. definitely the happiest few hours in a long long time.

then after that my leg had to go and cramp up during soccer. got damn pissed off cos alot of people showed. too many people. haha but was really quite reminiscent of ri so i wasn't complaining. but some people are seriously asking for it sometimes and yea...people get driven to take action on certain occasions but lucky for me it wasn't yesterday.

then i had to come back and start thinking. honestly i think thinking should be banned luh it makes you very sad. i was thinking about stuff like...whether whatever i'm doing now is worth it. for her, for myself, and whether i'll just be disappointed by everything once this whole episode concludes.

and if i am. how bad will it be? i'm already not really looking forward to the hols cos so many people will be away doing cool stuff like oteam and maybe isle while i'll be like, stuck doing. nothing. except training lar of course. but ya you get my point ):

i'll seriously be damn sad. and i'll miss a lot of people.

and i'm supposed to pop the question after promos somemore. dang.

i must learn to treasure every second with her, because obviously after yesterday things can make an about-turn at like. the speed of thought.

which is very fast indeed.

slau updated @ 3:56 PM

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