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Sunday, June 1, 2008

my blog is alive!

well, sorta :/

i don't really mean to be emo! honestly, would anyone who knows me think i'm the emo kinda guy? oO exactly. i'm not! and i never asked to be! it's just that things don't really work out the way they should sometimes, and when they don't, you can't really expect me to go jumping around like how i usually do, do you?

i am entitled to my own angsty, emo, sad, disappointed, wasted, anguished moments in my life, aren't i?

and most of them seem to revolve around the same few topics...i'm sure a lot of us may be able to emphatise...so i won't really bother to elaborate.

anyhoo it's been quite a good start to the holidays.

like i mentioned earlier, i just came back from ccal camp and i really had a whale of a time there! got to meet a lot of really nice people and the camp just put a lot of us in new situations where we were able to see the new sides of old friends, as well as see old friends in new ones. doesn't really make sense but i was trying to fit the whole literary thing in :/

some things that i will keep with me for a very long time:

olivia's math!
olivia's cooking! don't worry...this won't just revolve around her xD
pauline and yiyun's warped state of mind! yes, you wouldn't believe the things that they talk about...
merrill and chengwen's crazy stretcher lifting! seriously, hats off to the two of them who carried the stretcher plus the stupid 30kg casualty almost 4km during the land expedition.
the fun singing in the bus! and the discovery of a star in the making...obviously i fancy myself to be better than pauline but that girl can sing! chinese too!
sherrie's sauntering!
olivia's strutting!
merrill and chengwen's gay tendencies! it isn't a coincidence that these two names have appeared together twice already. they did sleep in the same tent during the camp after all. with me. and stefan.
the food. which sucked omg, except for olivia's cooking and the BBQ on the last night.
showering in the cubicle! haha i think i was the only guy that did that? everyone else probably used the communal shower at least once i think? haha don't blame me, blame jaina for telling me about chuck and larry three days before the frickin camp!
finally seeing a flush on the third day! it was frickin good being able to press the flush button in the hotel toilet, and actually get to sit on a toilet seat!
feasting on marshmallows at night and trying to roast them by candlelight! epic failure with seepee, the ang moh and other random people...
screaming pass it on with merrill!
screaming batch song! ON MY OWWWWWWWWWN! i think i heard pauline somewhere too though...
having a hard time sleeping at night cos the tent was so damn hot!
having a hard time sleeping at night cos the ground was so bumpy!
having a hard time finding the right words to say to you!
having a hard time finding the right ways to approach you!
having a hard time even looking at you!
talking/emoing/angsting/screwing around with rock peeps! yingqi ang-moh and seepee! not so much kelvin but owell he was there too!
getting damn pissed off with people!
rowing in the dragonboat to chants like BJ and BASKET!
having fun with other sub-groups especially the HANSUM one and neo's group at night activity!
walking like a crab at land ex with nicky due to groin abrasion!
making a difference by getting my hands dirty! planting mangroves!
sinking into the mud on my BUTT!!
laughing a lot!
eating a lot!
sleeping a lot! especially when i got back!

haha seriously, i would really like to go back and do all that again! and maybe change one or two things here and there, but i would really like to go back!

hope the rest of the hols will be just as enjoyable! (:

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i know it's been damn frickin long, but...

my only consolation in this time of need! <3 rock!

and i don't even know all the people in there yet!

slau updated @ 12:03 AM

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