Well of Illusions!

Saturday, June 7, 2008

mugging's been coming along pretty well so far IMHO. of course i say it by my own mediocre standards: i'll probably going to end up doing a lot worse than i expect come the CTs. so i might as well just start aiming lower shouldn't i? HAHA

shit but i can't lose to chien ming...must get AAAC for this CTs so i'll RAPE his wallet and make him 200 bucks poorer.

haha but who am i kidding...even if by some miraculous, divine intervention i DO manage to get three A's for physics chem and econs (which would already make me frickin damn bloody happy) i probably will only be able to manage a U, at most an S (ass) for math, such is my dire situation.

oh, if only i hadn't been playing my psp at almost every math lecture/tutorial ): i'd be in such a better situation now...

but there's not much i can do about it now...might as well just put my head down and hardcore mug/study/mug/study again until time's up. and during the test just hardcore write...keep writing until time's up. and i've put all my cheating ways behind me (well most of them at least) so i shouldn't be getting any more stick from the Guy up there regarding my moral alignments.

in short i just wish i can give a good account of myself at this CT 1. i think i've been mugging really hard so far, and except for the first week where we had CCAL camp, and all the random stuff i've been doing in the days since then, i've spent almost every other minute reading some stupid notes that i should have totally memorised like ages ago the first time the lecturer went through it. hm, something to think about come term 3. would probably save me a lot of time too. at the same time i'd probably have to get rid of a lot of the junk that's already stuck up there to make some space.

damn, i can't even remember the last time i slept at 3am mugging. doing homework yes, mugging no. and the two are really quite different.

i'm just damn determined to keep to my mugging schedule now and i'm not going to let anything screw up my progress. was like some zombie at training today, lucky it was just dsa trials and i hope we get whoever we want to and can get. all the guys that came down today have their own strenghts and can compliment the team in their own ways so i hope that all of them successfully make it through to rj whether it be through dsa, results or sports appeal. good luck to all of them.

and my elbow flared up again during training. damn and i don't want to go back and see the stupid physio, though i have to admit my shoulder's almost 100% ok now oO maybe i might have to reconsider...haiz. not sure if they'll be too happy to see me hahaz :p

SHIT ok damn i shall end this SOLILOQUAY (woohoo i still got some lit in me) and go finish up my chem revision. have fun mugging peeps and peepettes! [pipettes? ^o)]

slau updated @ 8:48 PM

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