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Saturday, February 2, 2008

it hasn't been a very long time since i last update but such is the way that school just seems to drag on and on that it feels like i haven't touched this blog for umpteen years. so anyway, i know all you guys are dying for an update.

i thought i'd prepared myself well for the almost-inevitable which was me not getting into the finals of talentime, but it still bites :/ albeit a little less than all the other things i've failed in but yeah, it still didn't really settle in very well at first. but it's ok, i've gotten over it. at least i've accomplished what i'd set out to do in the first place, and i hope she really did manage to hear hte lyrics :/ it'd be such a waste if the sound system somehow screwed up the message-in-a-song that i was sending out ):

and why is it that everyone thinks i was singing without music just for the sake of it!? i'm not so extra pls...like i said before and kind of anticipated and actually predicted in the end, this was going to be my last chance to sing the song and i really really had to do it so as a friend put it i suicided and performed like i wasn't going to get in and i really didn't.

on the other hand i did get into raffles rock, which guarantees me some airtime at least with my band. i really need to get about trying to learn how to play the guitar. on hindsight if i had known how to play the guitar i'd have at least been able to put some music into my song, but owell it's over so i'm done with that.

classes have been alright to say the least i think that 09so6m can still benefit alot from the second intake people especially if they can inject a little verve into the guys and girls and maybe like bring people closer together and make certain people less irritating. seriously i just cannot stand certain classmates and i really wish they'd just get the hell out of rj asap. that kinda whittles it down to o level people but why the hell do i care anyway. i'm being unkind and inconsiderate and insensible. so what?

on the other hand i think our og is still in ok condition. not as closely-knitted as it was just after orientation but owell hopefully orientation 2 will bring us back together. missed a few og outings with other commitments but argh i'm dedicated to being there at the next one.

what else...

oh yeah. i'm quitting writers' guild after the meeting. oh joy!

slau updated @ 11:15 PM

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