Well of Illusions!

Friday, September 28, 2007

lol...haven't been blogging at all because of this revelation that is facebook. but recently i've gotten quite sick of it so yeah, back to the old grinder that is blogspot.

not much to talk about...dmp's just ended, open cat audition for rafflesian spotlight tomorrow with NICE BASKET :D haha and er my solo was on tuesday! meh...had the dubious honour of going first but i thought i did ok...could have been better obviously >< see this is the perfect attitude for acing your eoys! aim for perfection!

lol who am i kidding i'm obviously blogging cos i'm pissed about something -_-

you know, seriously, some people think i like to be made fun of. as if it's very encouraging to hear people laugh at you because of something you did. and to that particular someone, the fuck are you to talk about friends when you don't even know how to support fellow friends.

bloody hell if you don't want to spend the effort to tell me what's wrong then i'll do it for you! you always think you're so bloody smart, and when i actually try to d something for you i can't help thinking what you'll say if it fails.

and it didn't! but even then...?

you know what happened i don't have to say.

but really, you piss me off as much as i do you. so you're not the only one being angry.

and you have no grasp at all of the concept of trust. you have no idea how to trust people, so why should i bother getting you to try to trust me? obviously it'd just fall flat on its face and you'd start calling me weird and whatever crap nonsense you and your friends can come up with. i cannot start to fathom the depths of you and your posse's creativity because obviously ALL of you think SO differently from us that you can't see why we bother about certain stuff right? everything is just WEIRD or SCREWED UP to you?

why the fuck am i even wasting my time on this bullshit when i have eoys in a week's time?

is it because i care? i don't know, you go make your own judgements because obviously that's all that matters right?

maybe you should just SCREW OFF and join your bloody friends elsewhere since you're going to hate __ so much? no matter how many nice people you meet, no matter how many nice things people do for you, you never appreciate it do you? you don't bother to show any appreciation or gratitude.

damn you.

slau updated @ 2:32 AM

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