Well of Illusions!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

no idea what i'm still doing up this late so, yeah maybe some reflection? not to mention a little change with the blog.

it's been a really tough time these past few days, and i think a few people actually noticed i was like, quite emo in school on the first day. partly because it was THE first day of course, and partly because of...that thing.

but i'd really like to thank all the people that like, came to talk to me and stuff. no i didn't expect anyone to actually see the post, much less tag about it (tom!!!) and yeah, it really did help. so thanks tze ern, seetow...even poon, if you ever read this. but, try not to be so in-your-face next time will you?

i can't say i'm feeling totally alright now, because then all the sleepless nights and tears would have been for nothing. it's been really bugging me a lot and forgetting about it just isn't going to cut it this time.

and when i'm like, really emo with all the stupid nicks and personal messages, i think it's really nice to know that people are actually concerned when they see it? i mean of course it wasn't meant to get your attention (actually come to think of it what was it supposed to accomplish anyway o.o), but it is comforting to know that some people would actually take the trouble to do all these things even in the midst of school reopening and homework coming in and bleeding tests piling up.

so yes, thank you all.

i really shouldn't have drank that coffee just now -_-

slau updated @ 4:07 AM

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